For nearly 2 years I was the day time caregiver for my Grandparents. Grandpa passed away just a month ago.
Since then my Grandmother has kicked me out of the family 3 times. Twice I bit my tongue and did my best to get back into her good graces.
The last time I finally threw in the towel because I was tired of the abuse. She blames me for everything wrong in her life. If she loses something, it's my fault.
She had tried to boot me out many times before, but when Grandpa was alive he would tell her to knock it off. Now there is no one to reign her in.
Now my Mother is saying she can't handle it all falling on her shoulders and crying all the time. I try to explain that I lost both Grandparents essentially, in one month. One to death and one because of their own choice.
I don't want to take the abuse anymore from anyone. But it's killing me to hear my Mom cry. I'm trying to find full time employment now and finish college. They expect me to give it all up to be their servant and caregiver.
Grandma has mobility issues, forgets things, is confused easily depending on the day and so on. Mom won't admit that Grandma needs more help then we can give her. Even with the two of us in her good graces.
I'm emotionally exhausted from the abuse and guilt. I just don't know what to do.
Can anyone help me out? Has any dealt with this themselves?
Say "thank you" and "good bye." Continue your education. Get your career back on track. Date and decide if you want to share your life with a partner. Get a life.
Your mother has a lamentable lack of maternal instinct. Given the person who raised her, perhaps that is not so surprising. As sharonmit says, expecting a child to give up their life to care for an elder (as opposed to helping out sometimes, which we all appreciate) is something very contrary to what most of us as mothers would allow, let alone expect.
If your mother cannot handle her mother's care, that is perfectly OK. But then she needs to make decisions and arrangements. This is NOT your responsibility, and the fact that your grandmother does not want you to do it compounds the reasons you shouldn't. I feel sorry for your mother. She just lost her father and now is faced with dealing with her mother. That is sad. If she were posting here I would be sympathetic. But please be very clear about the fact that this is Not Your Fault. And grandmother is Not Your Responsibility. When Mom cries, suggest that she might consider some counseling.
Be proud and satisfied for all the help you have given. I'll bet Grandfather's last years were better for your presence. And now get on with building a life you can be proud of and happy with.
Care giving for my mother has brought me much stress, but blessings too. I do not share with my children all that is going on with her. If your mom is crying to you about what she has on her plate, then it is time for her to consider other alternatives. I would tell you under no circumstance you should give up college, or employment to take care of your grandmother. If someone is expecting that from you, they are in the wrong.
Your mom needs counseling. She should never expect her child to shoulder her responsibilities. For you to give up a normal life in your 30s is not normal. Say no.
You can be of help from a distance. This is your mom's problem now.
Hurt people hurt others. Get a job that allows you to live on your own and get out of that situation before you become a bitter old maid. Your grandmother's marbles are virtually intact, so she knows what she's doing. And you mother is going to have to build a support network so she won't have to do it all.
It's your choice: become a self-respecting, independent woman or remain a doormat until Grandma is gone.
Now she can't threaten it, so she's pushing us away.
Grandma sent over a check for some groceries she owed me for getting her. Attached was a note saying she wanted her remote control back to her home because I have no right to enter without her being there.
I left the remote on the kitchen table for my Mom to take back.
Mom of course keeps pushing us back together, even though at this point I think we either need time apart or to call it quits.
You are all correct that I need to get out of this situation. Welcome to the catch 22 here. I haven't worked full time in a long time due to this. I don't have the savings to move out. So stuck until I can get my financial situation settled a bit.
My heart goes out to everyone else suffering through these situations. It's one thing to lose a loved one because they have passed. It's a completely different thing when they choose to leave or kick you out.
Just makes me wonder if she even wanted a family. Grandpa was my best friend, my teacher and essentially my father. (my dad left when I was 4yrs old). I promised him I would live a life he would be proud of me for. I feel it is the best way to honor him. I also promised to finish my education and to tell a bad joke every day. He loved bad jokes.
Enjoy your life and do what YOU want to do. IT IS YOUR LIFE!!! Go back for visits once a year and as you are going home tell yourself, "I am such a good little girl for keeping in touch with my family." Enjoy the life that God gave you, please.
I think this entire ordeal has opened my eyes to life in general. I'm forcing myself to go out and do things. I try not to just sit and fester.
Printing out resumes tonight to hit the job market tomorrow. Very excited and nervous. But this is what is needed to give me my life back.
And I do deserve to be happy.
My boyfriend and I have talked about living together. We want to make sure that WE are okay first. It's been a long time since we have been able to work on our relationship.
My next move needs to be smart, calculated.
Second, Grandma only has the power that you and your mother give her. It never would have dawned on my mother to "kick" one of my kids out of the family, but I never would have let them be treated like that either.
Third, Grandma has had her life and now it's your turn. It's up to your mom to bridge that gap and not let her mother's problems stand in the way of her daughter's future. Maybe it's time for Mom to find outside help or consider a care facility for Grandma. If she's not willing to do that for herself and you, then maybe it's time for you to figure out a way to do this all on your own so that you can come over to just visit instead of to live there. I know convenience and money are issues, but there are many reasons why adults need to leave the nest, even if they aren't in the perfect position to do so. You sound racked with guilt over your mother's problems. But Grandma created them and perpetuates them and your mom tolerates them. I don't see anything there for you to feel guilty about.
Maybe mom wants someone to share the misery with. You don't have to let that be you.
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