My mom has told lies about me at work, where I stay, my doctors, she has lied at churches saying I have demons and that I sleep with all men. I can't get help anywhere. I am praying but it's hard, she has even hacked my phone, she teamed up with other people. I don't understand how she expects me to get help if she has blocked me everywhere. I have even offered to let my salary into her account because I thought she wanted my money but she still continues. She has told people I am crazy and at times I do feel crazy. I am even thinking she wants me to kill myself.
I hope you will find suitable resolutions to your situation with your mom. Wishing you peace during this difficult time in your life.
It sounds like your mom is seriously mentally ill and, unlike most mothers, does not want the best for you.
Sometimes we need to cut toxic people out of our lives in order to survive and thrive.
Do you have your phone? Have you called a Lifeline or Crises line for help?
It may be better to find local service that can help you. People you can go talk to in person.